Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Gettin' Dirty... kinda.

Hello, Lovelies!
I love getting my hands dirty... both literally and figuratively.
I never feel so gross (pun intended) as I do when I feel like I am doing nothing.
This has led me to a few new endeavors (I've realized I don't like the word "goal"--too focused on the end point and not enough on the journey):
1. Volunteering, again. It's been a while and it's time to put on my big girl boots, and get down and dirty for what I believe in... more details to follow.
2. Being responsible... wooah. Hold the boat on that one. I'm trying to "Be responsible for what I say and do"... yes, like the Girl Scout promise. This includes cleaning up some past "messes," but it feels really good.
I'm always adventuring and endeavoring and (other action verb here)-ing... but these are my main ones right now.
I'm pumped for classes to start up again, and ready to get back to work on studying what I love.
Much gratitude.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Humble Pie: It's like Perkins... Only Better!

Who knew Humble Pie is served up as a whole pie  and by the slice?
While my adventures have not led me so near the internet in recent weeks (who am I kidding--months), I want to reiterate the importance of what I think I'm doing. I am learning patience and appreciation like I never have before. I learning perseverance and dedication.
When I am frustrated or angry or discouraged, I think of what I am grateful for... sometimes this takes a bit of time. My first thought when I feel any of these isn't "I'm so grateful...", but taking a second even if I'm rushed to feel gratitude, even for the most simple of things, gives me different perspective.
I find this especially when what I love is what's causing the feelings. If I am getting aggravated with someone I love, I think of why I love them. If I am getting frustrated while playing roller derby, I think of why I love the sport and am grateful to be taking part. If I'm upset at work, I remember how grateful I am to have a job.
Some perspective from a person trying to live every day with love and gratitude.